Blank stare

Within that blank stare
You never know what it really, truly means...

Within that quiet still posture
Several deaths at a time
The heart stops and restarts again

Bodies contemplating the unfairness of life
The un- seemingly shallow hope
The painted face that has none

Just a statue!
A pillar of despair...
The world no longer has colour within that stare

The heart cries
And no one listens
No one can, but that soul that sobs with it

But all seems well on the outside
From the "looks" of things nothing could possibly be wrong

Just another beautiful lie
That holds tight to breath
Not even wanting to release it
For that is all they have to own

No longer in control
A tear seeps out beneath shaded eyes
But again! No one see's
no one cares!

Just another beautiful lie
That no one can figure out
And everyone takes for granted

That blank, colourless, hopeless stare...
It means something!

One to another

like a switch
it all changes from love to hate
or is it hate to love



changing lanes
no instance of regret in first steps
sudden tumbles throw us down and make us ugly


its the ego
the drift to make the push faster
the channels never sync after lost contact


remembered more
but couldn't care less of what you though
didn't want to go on with that


"were" now "not at all"
perfect lovers stricken to perfect strangers
the pride inside holds our hearts together


we'd look and still ask
"am i remembered?"
"i wonder... if i'd..."


never again...
only in the light air we'd probably exchange words
words that meant more than the wind that carried it


only then we'd know how we truly forgot
what we wanted to feel
one for the other


but it hurts so bad
it hurts so bad to watch you wonder
watch you wonder away


its got me buggin'
would these memories ever fade
or would they stay...

The dreams we live to be together

In the still of the night I hear your heart beat.
Nearly ticking to the rhythm parallel to orbits.
Outside of this world in the time of another that waits for you...

With each passing second
Your heart draws closer to the time you both shall end to tick as parallels
But to start to tick in unison, making time instead!
Making worlds in spaces you breathe upon

Resting your eyes on each other...
As time ticks and ticks again to try to end
We step into eternity to start once more!
Where time is no more and new memories unfold together...

In time, to tick in line, to tick... Forever
Isn't it clever...

The dreams we live to be together

Vowed to poetry

they tried to take you to get to me!
how else would they have known what can kill me?

they know that we're together!
they know that we're one!

they've tried to pull us apart!
but it's the pull in us that brings us together

"no matter the weather..."
remember!
that's what we said in our younger days!
when i first met you...
"too young to know, but too old to care"

lady you define me!
you even refine me!
my lines within you breathe...
...you complete me!
and i am forever yours

you are like no other!
no one can match you
without you by my side
i will relapse boo!

poetry i adore you
you are my special lady
and now you've found a body
that's drivin me more crazy

just like i imagined
what i wanted you to be
with hands that are beautiful
and lips that's sticky

ummm...
"poetry and me! we shine together
me and poetry yea that rhymes much better"

but no matter what comes our way at all
its by similar last names we'll both be called

although they've tried to come between
My queen! we've come through clean

so through the rain
through the heat
through the lightening
through the thunder

any man tries to dis you!
he made a big blunder!

through the rain

through the heat

through the lightening

through the thunder

since we've joined together

we'll only part six feet under

Cocoa butter

Smooth n' tight...
everything a mother would love and lots more to choose from
sista's got the right swagger
the right mix of suga n' spice and all things nice!

baby's movements are pronto
wouldn't want to get it twisted tho
mami's got the sharp attitude with pretty moods that'll make you giggle

lips so sweet
she's pretty and neat
she'll hit you with a heart attack!
cause baby's got mad back

she's too much to live for
brother might kill for her
she's got that loyalty on simmer
sista cocoa butter

thick and quick to make your heart melt
you'll never know where she'll take you
trap you in a box called "boo"

but never mind that...
she's the cat you're after
in sorrow and in laughter
keeping you in that honey gaze
pushing hugs by surprise

she's too smooth
too memorable
the sista that stains you if you don't treat her right
or keep her right
forever under your skin

Cocoa's loveable
huggable and powerful
grips you in all the right places
and keeps you sane in the purest love she gathers

Cocoa's better...
that cocoa butter
cocoa butter...
she'll love you forever!

For your eyes only (F.Y.E.O)

i saw the full moon within your stare
gestures of oblivion emanated from mine, in pity of you
we were about to sail.
To be the embodiment of sheer ecstasy

the wind blew right
the sand between our toes gave us the sense of reality...
but not for long

as the wind blew
it swished the scent i most enjoy about my nostrils

already intoxicated by your aura
i gulp every drip of you
carefully holding my glass...
i kiss your neck passionately

with passions gone crazy
we rock in the constant swing of our orbit
we both grip tighter into our bodies
drinking crazily of passion and shared thoughts

dripping beads of due love
boiling blood and racing hearts gel within lips

softer and softer they became
while wondering hands greeted strangers that were twin
welcoming them to make them comfortable with a familiar hug and squeeze

your hair rhythmically brushed my face
causing my skin to grow among other things
i yearned for your touch

i drank you more!
causing my head to spin and feet to float
sending me "heavenward"
being melted into you with each passing second

we wildly danced the dance
like there's no tomorrow
i sank myself further in your stream of dreams and warmth
feeling nothing but high within you

constantly stroking... your hair!
to evoke that scent that makes me weaker for you
causing the rise of affection to be unbearable

as we glide on top seas so smoothly
riding waves to meet its peak...

my ear twitches
awaken from the world i held as my own
wet... and... sticky...

For your eyes only!

Roller coaster

Carried and tried on a track of more uncertain leadings

Feelings flare over and over and over again...

but this is kin between 2 friends that were not alike

one day up, next day down

deepest ditch, highest cloud

away and away...

that's where my heart goes

away and away within a fight to stay leveled

no equilibrium held steady

like a passing thought...

there goes our laughs

like a blowing wind...

there goes our happiness

steady for about a moment

one can hardly remember what they were

what is felt like...

or how much we cared to be in its embrace

we try to find where the passing wind escapes to

where it bundles to cry

where it stays, not wanting to sail again

that place must be magical

where sorrows are none

and laughter is eternal

but where i am...

where we are...

is a constant turn and tumble

i fight to smile

u do the same

and how did we start this fight again?

we always never know...

Each day...

i grow stronger in the nuances of your voice

grow stronger with the silent agreement and the nod of your head

Wielding power in great words

as they circle my mind! I'm pressured by my pen to praise you!

And shout it from the mountain tops

How does flesh prevail just after sin?

to write an ode in honor of your name!

where does sin go? where does guilt go in your eyes?

you've died in vision of seeing this day!

that moment, that move!

before this pen meets paper to say...

"I'm Sorry!"

Before these eyes are closed to say...

"Forgive me!"

Rinsed in water, cleansed in blood!

you revive me! and make me new again!

to sing again!

To make me sure again!

and to see me walk in you...

with you...

because i need you now more than ever

to make me stronger!

WISER!

to make me...

ALIVERRRRR!!!

More than ever

Its now more than ever that strength is needed.
Now more than ever that odds must be made even
No place for insecurity or suspicion
The place for faith draws nearer and nearer.

Its now more than ever
Where destiny calls! And ill will is planned to befall you.
Where obstacles are hurled to detour you! Possibly wreck your future.
As steps draw closer to golden gates and lofty heights. Closets burst with dark shadows and lurking memories of gloom and doubt

Its now more than ever that I need you by my side.
To keep me resolute and steadfast
Where all effort will be in you, with you and for you
Its now more than ever Lord!
Now more than ever that I'd need you...