Saturday, February 12, 2011

The system (draft)

"The system makes me busy...unable to see the right i have to write the blessings to liberate you.
Down with the system is say!! this pen is for YOU!
enough time in the day to let these juices flow
for I KNOW

(singing) "we shall overcome....
we shall overcome...
we shall overcome...this day"

...

The poets prayer

"I crave another morrow! for there is such sweet sorrow in the night
but in the new day i pray to save one! that they may come to know you...
through me to see the light in the might of my pen...
AMEN!"

Short note_Valentine

When i snatch you! i'll take out my pen! and with this pen i'll write from 1 till 10! 10 things i love about you cause it's only you i'll call "boo" and when i'm through you'll ask me "snatch me... and snatch me again! snatch me... write me 10 more!" and you're assured i will.. for this love no other can kill. (Mahal Kita GTI)

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

unnamed "SF"

In the gentle rumble of the wheeled armour that guards me in the soothing drops of slithering rain

We... I mean I think again of what it feels like to be in sweet trouble within your gaze.

I...life is what grows around me along with my skin as your thoughts travel by and by with each passing wink

I rumble on... ramble on in my head

combating the feeling of ecstasy that glares at me with more than 2 eyes

a body that wears no frown but only smiles at me

a stride that shows no chip but only cuts me slowly

asking gently without words, smartly within telepathy

“come to me”

While I never listen... I always hear and ask myself to pay attention

But I never ask for help to leave this feeling

The grip I sense... the touch I want

Slithers like rain drop on my windshield

Dancing quickly to let me in

I wish no part of this

But sin makes me feel...natural

I look right at the face that meets me

A smile that wants to greet me

A hand that wants to hold me closer than a mother’s womb

As I tempt myself...

Pushing my mind to think that this can never happen

Lying within the arms of something temporary

Soothing kisses of the mind remind me of where I ought to be

As my body yearns and follows with each turn she makes

I wish once to be a babe again

No understanding of the obvious request of flesh

Wishing only to giggle and pass the tide over

Grant me innocence

To see this flesh and let it be

Thinking naively...thinking naively

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Love is

LOVE...
so many things I've got to tell you
but i'm afraid i don't know how
cause' there's a possibility
that you look at me...differently...

and this mustn't be
for it is written...
love suffers long and is kind
love does not envy
love is not puffed up
nor is unmannerly

it is not provoked
it can think no evil
does not rejoice in iniquity, but in truth
and this is sure

it bears all things
believes all things
hopes all things
endures all things...
love... never...fails

And God would say...
let there be love...
for he is love
that love everlasting

not the sting that makes me think you're cheating
its the trust that holds your hand and guides you
back into the arms of the one that loves you

the very one that claimed "i do"
but did the things that hurt you

it is this that love is...
not for the short sprint but the long haul
not for the short comings but the through it all
for this is love and only this can it be!

listen carefully
to the words of the man that gave his life for thee
whose body was broken to make you worthy
of this night!
and the coming day!
to seek and to find
to have and to hold
in sickness and in health
till death do you part

Love your wife as God loved the church
et al, hold on even when its getting worse
it sickens me to see
young Christians caught up in the "willy nilly"
silly to me this is...
for you never loved

to have and to hold
to leave and to cleave
to see and let be!

"Come back to me"
to the one that is...
the love that is...
to the God that is...
The God that is...
LOVE Ever...lasting!


To you (Juggy)_09/02/11

In pursuit of words to describe you
YOU! being of honor and the Lord's Delight
as the sun smiles...yes the SON that smiles on you daily

You are God's child
being of loyalty, favor and goodness
yes YOU! God in flesh that walks among men

His spirit, His chords
to sing, yes!... sing praises onto his name
you are, YES! you are chosen!

YOU...
you being of love in flesh appearing
always within despair shine sarcastic light
but light none the less

to a heart...
a heart that's mine, that could be yours
a friend that sticketh closer than a brother, a sister, a mother
you are... friend

Friend to me which i cannot replace
Friend to me whom i shall not misplace
Friend with an ear so dear
a heart that cares...
a heart that loves!

You are mine...
to have to grow old if you'd allow me to
if things were different i'd call you "boo"
or would I?

none the less you are the best
yes... you are that best friend
that i'd prefer to have till...

the end

Sunday, February 6, 2011

When will your mind go...

Where does the mind go?
in concentric circles of egos that exist with the flavor of a destiny that's still

where does the mind go?
as bodies feed upon all that isn't and dreams of what can be

where does that mind go?
falling on stars as they fall to break wall of circumstances that try to make me what i'm not

the mind goes...
where none can follow! neither is it shallow to think that it goes where none has ever been

the mind goes...
to no past nor consults the points of direction, but only seeks connection to an upward reflection

the mind goes...
further than the eye can see, hand can touch, ear can hear, skin can bear!

flesh holds no sorrow, winds have no morrow when the mind goes thorough and tarries in
horizons and risen suns and still moons
as nothing changes and nothing circles! and nothing withers and nothing fades...

we're all outside!
we're all outside the box...
like we're all outside the skin!
the skin that bears no evil or no memory of what used to be
that held us back!
yes the backs that bore the stripes of whips and the brands of bands!

where does the mind go?
or rather how can the mind come?
come from the dull drum that beats
the drum that heats in this time that is mine to shine
how can the mind come?!
how can the mind come?!!


Come it has!
the time written in past, spoken in present and sent to future
the mind that is mine has risen to bear the fruit of ones gone before mine
the mind of the wisdom to overcome the dull drum that beats division

to see the future as bright as the day that i live in
to win in all that has been given
to come to bring the mind that's mine as yours!

where did the mind go...?
how did the mind go...?
why has the mind gone...?

it has left to come
went to breath
and is here again to say...

"when will your mind go?!"

Even Within

And even within the multitude of the saints a lost soul cries.

Baring a smile that lies to everyone

And everyone smiles, thinking "the Lord Bless you!

And Glory halleu!" but it’s not true! It never was!

How can I believe when my brother deceives me!

How can I receive when no one's there to relieve me?

How can I be blessed if I'm stressed with bureaucracy?

How could you be blessed if the leaders are not letting me?

We sit among you, waiting to shine just like you...

Waiting to be released in favor

Wanting to do what we're called to

But this is where flesh comes in

And because of the sin that so easily besets me

My gift is paused but the alter resets me

God and God alone gives me that life

But when I come to church my name's written with the lost in the book of strife

My people! Don’t get weary

This walk sometimes can be kinda scary

This is why you should hear the Lord’s call

And don’t allow your brother’s tongue to make you fall

Life could be hard, believe me I know!

But exposure is disclosure that’s my motto

You could come ask anytime, I’ve got scars to show

And now my life’s a living testimony

For others to grow

To my fellow leaders, my people never forget

We’re the younger generation, apart of this set

You were placed here to show us the way and be our stalwarts

Not to condemn us today and make us cowards

So my brethren! Hear my plea

He has blessed you with eyes so you can see

That the louder you talk in the groups et al

Is the more likely you make the younger fall

Even within the multitude of saints the lost soul cries

The lost soul cries with dried tears in their eyes

Look around you and you’ll know!

Just ask the holy spirit to guide you, and he’ll show…