it was like vomiting!
i wished to hear no sounds around me
silence has always been my friend
while lingering under that fan
it was painful
i wished it didn't rain but it did
you rolled with the clouds as they settled
those were my tears that reached you
I've written this before
a thousand times i suppose
or maybe a thousand more
but "this" was written once
I've never been here before
i plan not to be here again
so why does this feel so familiar?
but "this" was only now
i saw you like that fan
you spun pretending to be more to me
but you were less as i looked deeper
you slowed in my constant glare
it was like death
the silence i befriended became my enemy
stared me straight in the face
with nothing to utter...again!
it was like a heart attack
seizing every flow meant for life
i can't put those words in words
neither can i put that stutter to rest
I've written this before
a thousand times or maybe more
but "this" was written once
just once to settle the score.
2 comments:
this has a different twist to what i know....i wish to explore it! the new pen! i like....do keep it up
I felt as though you wrote something I experienced as well !
I love the last verse ....just once to settle the score .... There were other elements that added a different insight "I saw you like that fan , u spun pretending to be more " that was so vivid and excruciating in its essence ! ....love it ! Do keep up the good work !
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