Nauseous

Remember back in the day, you would leave something where you left it, and you would expect it to be the same way you left it!?

Well well well...has time surely shifted the course of many, and re-routed every mind & spirit!
It's almost as though i'm walking through "ground zero" but the buildings haven't been touched!

Frames, structures, concepts...all "look" the same, but drastic change has taken place... WITHIN!

It was my joy to return to the land of my naturalization...the land that made me who i am, the land that thought me what to do when things are down, and how to survive when all is lost...

But it seem as though the wise serpent hasn't fed itself it's curing venom! it's almost like being immortal! come to think of it, immortality is a great responsibility!

Think about it, to be born!...then to live...along with living, you watch those that you've shared your life, pains and joys with...to witness their passing, and you're still there! only left with a memory of what the past was, but nothing you can do can bring them back!...

To hide the hurt, you make no affiliations, because the next generation is on it's way in and out...but you are left as the constant present! Scary...i know...

That's how i feel...like i was in a time capsule...just waiting for the right time...to be reborn into the world we all know...but with each passing day of your "re entrance" you cringe and twist in fear and disgust when you see what the world has come to!

But with the "turn of the new age" i began to realize why old people behave the way they do!...


Food for thought!..it took me 1 year away from a green land to see eye to eye with the wisdom of the nation...

Don't wait until then...learn from my seeming mistake!

Signed: the bridge that you almost burnt to your destiny!