Scenario:
Dim lit "bachy" room with just enough room to turn around at slow pace; 1 peice of a TV, 1 half of a bed, 1 window with enough cracks for stale breeze to pass through, 1 soul reminiscing !
"Geez...it stings! just mere wind of the night makes it burn...gosh! to think that these were delivered by a human being...i feel like i was mauled!!"
words aloud in speech, only recalling the moments spent before with "another"... this is how it all happened!
Traveling towards a break that was well deserved, in the most sought state in the world! Landing in the most deprived part at the same time!...didn't quite bother me! any part was fine!
Contemplating my contact list of long lost, but now found friends, i stumble on one that led me to postpone making contact, because i felt no urgency to...
Time rolled by, days turned into weeks...then i finally decided to "link up"
"Hello!...how u doin' long time no talk!
"HEY! you're here!? how long are you here for!?
" I'm around! what are you up to?"
" We've got to catch up! I'll call you and we'll hook up!"
"I'm cool with that...later then!"
"K, bye..."
And so it began, like a scrabble game! a blank board beholds you, you tiles await you to decode its prizes...but when you decode and paint the blank board with your seemingly "right answers" you've got to refill and rethink...that damn bag with them damn "letters" blindness to the unknown "next move"
"The hook up" (i'll paint it in a poetical sense!)
1's and 0's caused the 2 parted bodies to meet in the mid winter season of the state that never sleeps...Grins of anxiety and elation filled the misty air, as eyes of expectancy met for the first time in a long time!
Conversation of past was stated on the agenda...how could you possibly get away from memory lane! steps of guesses and exhibition of the "modern world" were also revealed in the nights proceedings...no one knowing what would happen next!...time went by, and moments grew more, as the 2 "joy lights" shared memory of past and laughs of bliss, and chuckles to bare stupidity...but then...the first move was played...
I know not!, if it were the influence of the sea, the still scenery of the many bridges, like a web seemingly lit by new aged candles, or was it the smell of my shirt?
She leans towards me, playfully guiding her head towards my lap..."you don't mind do you!?" "unintentional" toying words escaped from her lips..."No! it's ok!"....misleading words of "leading intentions" proceeded from mine...yet again...our eyes met! but this time, different from the last...as though speaking to me...but i was unable to interpret the new body's language.
Conversation changes!...past crush! well noted events!...pleas for "being noticed" that went unanswered! unmarked occasions of observed sitings! all came to fore in a matter of minutes...
My mind a fire!..."what is the meaning of all this"... unexpected happenings, causing share chaos in an open mind! then i noticed...'her nails'...long enough to handle, sharp enough to please! all "10!!!"...that drove me wild! obviously seeing everything from there on in...differently...
"Dumb insolence" my new tactic...no premeditated moves, but just dumb insolence...
"It's cold out here!? whoa...it really is..." unintentional toying words, yet again! escaping her lips...
this time; they sounded like the beckon of lust & desire... the first "parted" bodies, connects with playful gesture, then further connects with "unintentional" embrace (for the sake of body heat)
"I think it's time we go now..." she says; facing me with dancing eyes..."it's getting late! it's not like i have anything to do tomorrow, but i don't wanna get stranded out here!" OK! i replied, obviously dashing all thoughts of what i harbored before! (not like it was going to happen! gosh your mind is so warped!! you ought to be ashamed of your self) conversation of my mind to itself (that must be so far from that poor girls mind...aww...you sick bastard) bashing myself to death in my head...but then i remembered those nails!!... those nails were talking to me now!...despite all other distractions...them nails had me hooked!!
"iight then...let's go...!" we slowly picked up our cold bodies and began our journey to our "separate" places..."Maybe i should stay at your place!" intentional toying words escaped her lips...(WHAT!?...did she just say what i think she said? nah! she has got to be playin') Ok!? my reply, in certain nervousness! you gonna stay at me for the night?...my jarring question!..."YEA!" in surety she replied..."let me get some clothes first, and we'll go to your place!"
Mind you, this has never been rehearsed or even played out...
By this time, i'm in complete denial as to the entire nights proceedings....and in obvious shock to the previous statement made...to make a long story short....
"My apartment"
Dim lit "bachy" room with just enough room to turn around at slow pace; 1 piece of a TV, 1 half of a bed, 1 window with enough crack for stale breeze to pass through, 1 soul expectant !
Memorable words escapes her lips..."it's been 2 years! i don't even know what this should feel like!..."
Damn those nails!...
signed: tributary...for the resident "listener"
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