For me

I’ll do this for me this time!

Having ever stayed within your best

I chased it!

Standing on these stanzas

Holding high my wounded heart in a clutched fist

I’ll do this for me this time!

Having stifled in this prison

I escaped it!

Breathing carbon against its wall

Your puppet under spell has drawn its last breath

I’ll do this for me this time!

Having nowhere to run

I dashed it!

Imploding through norms to seal cracks of this shattered skin

None will ever know my low, I was high on it!

I’ll do this for me this time!

Having gone MAD!

I screamed it

Bolstering anger, sucking me lifeless

I wished an audience or rather a recipient for the end of it

I’ll do this for me this time!

Having written these words

I penned it

Carving them with flesh and nails

Tooth and bone ridding my wrath through binary

I’ll do this for me this time!

Having seen my rage

I became it!

Spewing through my veins, bursting at the seams

I slaughtered worlds with my pen

I’ll do this for me this time!

Having thought about the shame

I DISOWNED IT!

Making windows in flesh walls, I pierced and peered through my shell

Seeing without the shade I made my person

I’ll do this for me this time!

Having shed my blood

I tasted it!

Sipping on the wrath of my ages, I let go to render me weak

Alas my ego wasn’t my skin and I trembled too

I’ll do this for me this time!

Having shed my tears

I cherished it!

Being bottled through the years

Jerico wall feel into an abyss

I’ll do this for me this time!

Having cursed my last lie

I forgot it!

loosing last life I lived, smelling roasting flesh

I gripped a cold heart and fed it to the fire

I’ll do this for me this time!

Having seen the light again

I embraced it!

All this became new, all was calm

I did this for me…the end