Roller coaster

Carried and tried on a track of more uncertain leadings

Feelings flare over and over and over again...

but this is kin between 2 friends that were not alike

one day up, next day down

deepest ditch, highest cloud

away and away...

that's where my heart goes

away and away within a fight to stay leveled

no equilibrium held steady

like a passing thought...

there goes our laughs

like a blowing wind...

there goes our happiness

steady for about a moment

one can hardly remember what they were

what is felt like...

or how much we cared to be in its embrace

we try to find where the passing wind escapes to

where it bundles to cry

where it stays, not wanting to sail again

that place must be magical

where sorrows are none

and laughter is eternal

but where i am...

where we are...

is a constant turn and tumble

i fight to smile

u do the same

and how did we start this fight again?

we always never know...