"Shi"

Within these walls lies a stone
A precious stone, one that has never seen the light of day.

A lost soul guards it beyond the walls
Carrying it with its body

Light beams pulse its core, striking the walls to release itself, lying useless for too long, craving its maker to look about it splendour

The stone is filled with shards, dripping want for ones touch...but no one can

Its guardian sob with each strike...
Crying within, needing only to free such beauty to the world

But sobs further to know its beauty cannot survive in such a cruel cruel world

Must this soul carry this stone for the rest of its days.
Carrying heavily its beauty like a burden
Hidden from the sight of the world

What must give to have either live
The soul reached with its core
Holding its beauty for the first time
Withstanding the pain it cause, the soul hugged that precious stone

As the soul bled, the stone grew softer
As the soul bled, the light was revealed
As the soul died, the precious stone turned into a flesh heart, beating and living to live

Touch my soul, that's what I need to be a heart again...

Never

All has been given
Nothing left to share
The deepest love is selfless
Even while in confusion of its own forthcoming

Though all is gone
The emptiness resounds
Filling nothing, lacking everything within a strange, sailing vessel

Lonely amidst the thousands
Even within the arms of another
Straying thoughts blend pain with joy
Sparking hung smiles within minds
Never to be warm again

Through the wind
A scent reminds the flowers to wake within its passing
Never has the wind nor the scent passed
Seasons change
One going, one coming
But the transition is not that of the easy nor for the faint in heart

Too much has been given
Much is lost
Never to be regained
Never was this to be...
Never was this to be...

Wants and needs

Wants are needed, till wants are had
when wants are had, it's then wants are questioned!
when wants are questioned, we wake the answers to wonder
while the wonder walks, we watch them wean on our wishes
wishes that wash our minds so constantly, we make them reality

So we believe the need...
the need to need what was once a want
that want turned need, is now no longer wanted!

But why?
we couldn't live without the want
the need we wanted! Where has the want gone?

Truth is...
we never need the want
But it's the want that needs us!
The want that needs us to wean on our wishes
wishing itself to be a need...
because it needed to want...

It needed to want to be a want!
for wants are never needed...
and needs should never want

Mirror

In the streak of light that shines upon you face
i see your eyes that tell the story within me
I am your mirror!

It seems it can only be written from my pen, what i am and what i could be
i could never exclude myself.
I am you mirror!

So much of you is me
so much of me is you
I give and reflect what i am in YOU!
because i am you mirror!

Take a good look
what you see is what you get!
i cannot be anything else but reflective
i am you mirror!

When you speak, i repeat...
when you look, i look back...
when you come, i return...
I AM YOU MIRROR!

This may never change...
it's like out growing your shadow

This is not even a poem
these are words that will plague your mind every time you think about getting rid of me...

I am...and forever will be...
YOUR MIRROR

In short showers

And so the rain came...like a washing memory
singing the verses of the incomplete rendition
"Where are you?!... Why must you be so far away?"

The tune silently dies...leaving Goosebumps and a certain longing
"Why aren't you here?... i need you so!"

The rains are gone...but not you!
not the feeling i hold for you!
not the longing i have inside!

in the coming rains
i pray it is us within its showers
and when it dies...it will be you left with me

Say it

It must be said, for it is felt!
No longer can on bare the pain in doves eyes
nor sip the wine of thy lips in marvel

It must be said, for it is felt!
ones mind is not made to bare the secrets of the heart
nor feel the flesh of one so warm and hide their sentiment

It must be said, for it it felt!
the heart that beats in unison with one so receiving, so willing, so caring
beating to the sound of love, dancing to the tune of happiness

It must be said, for it is felt!
That i love "US"
I love "ME"
I love the "ME in YOU"; I love you!!

This must be felt, for it is said!
That you feel the same...?
You must say, if it is, you feel?
and it must be felt...that which you say...

Let it be

It has begun...
The road on which i dared not to travel.
I tried to look beyond the image in the shattered mirror,
"Why?" some ask... i ask "why ever?!"

The broken dreams of some are the missing shards to many's fulfillment
The essence of things that may never be, build the unfinished fantasy

I adore you!
But even in adoration too many mysteries prevail
The road in which i dared not to travel seems natural

The surreal touch of things releases the thoughts inside
Winding its way to my conscience
plaguing my inhibition

I wish not to understand...
I prefer to live...the breath...
the moment of condemned freedom...
just once in my lifetime.

The Confusion will escalate!
The days will melt to nights then days again...
But one thing is sure!

The dawn will come!
Like two after one...
it WILL come
And i will be there to see you through

Be it side by side
or me left behind
LIFE WILL WIN!

So let it proceed...
let the road unwind...
For it has begun.